"I don't know I just---this is new for me is all. You're my first proper boyfriend since the others I've just mucked about with have been friends. You are different to them in good ways."
Zack couldn't help but enjoy his time with Damien because it was like nothing he'd ever experienced before in his life. The boys he'd mucked about with were his age and just as inexperienced as him. A few touching sessions and blowjobs had been about it. Nothing like spending time with someone like this and horse riding too! It was exciting.
"Thanks. You're special too and so is Cyanide here."
He patted her neck and was glad that the Dog was with him otherwise he might have toppled off.
"I've only had one steady partner, before I met Jack. Everything else has been flings or a couple nights." As far as long term relationships they were close to the same experience even if Damien was far more experienced with physical pleasure.
"Cyanide is like my child. I raised her from being a foal." He smiled while leaning into Zack's curls and enjoying the scent. "Now I have you too?"
The question is there lingering in the statement because he wants to know how Zack feels, though he suspects they are in agreement about the nature of their relationship.
That comment about Damien having him caused Zack to glance around at the Dog behind him, blushing through his curls, knowing that he belonged to the Dog in a loving way. He loved all of this of course because that meant that he was someone's boyfriend. Damien's boyfriend.
"Yeah---I guess? I'd like to be known as your boyfriend and not just a fling or whatever."
Zack knew he was much more than that but he just had to say it because it made what they had more real. Damien was such a handsome guy it all felt like a dream.
Damien chuckled quietly as they rode. It felt good to just be, to be present without distractions or the fear of his own world.
"How many boys and girls am I going to make cry when they find out you aren't single any longer?" Now he was teasing gently but it was meant with the best intentions as he snuggled up closer to Zack's back.
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Zack couldn't help but enjoy his time with Damien because it was like nothing he'd ever experienced before in his life. The boys he'd mucked about with were his age and just as inexperienced as him. A few touching sessions and blowjobs had been about it. Nothing like spending time with someone like this and horse riding too! It was exciting.
"Thanks. You're special too and so is Cyanide here."
He patted her neck and was glad that the Dog was with him otherwise he might have toppled off.
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"Cyanide is like my child. I raised her from being a foal." He smiled while leaning into Zack's curls and enjoying the scent. "Now I have you too?"
The question is there lingering in the statement because he wants to know how Zack feels, though he suspects they are in agreement about the nature of their relationship.
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"Yeah---I guess? I'd like to be known as your boyfriend and not just a fling or whatever."
Zack knew he was much more than that but he just had to say it because it made what they had more real. Damien was such a handsome guy it all felt like a dream.
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"How many boys and girls am I going to make cry when they find out you aren't single any longer?" Now he was teasing gently but it was meant with the best intentions as he snuggled up closer to Zack's back.